Anorexic chickos like to tell you that its all about control. Thats what they need you to believe to pity them. poor pitiful them. poor fatties. but no, its about a feeling.. a very nice one. walking and knowing your ass looks so good, guys will go out of their way to stare. feeling so tiny and vulnerable. sliding into bed and pulling your size zero legs up to your chest to feel them, they're so small. your belly so small. everything childlike, fragile. you feel comfortable with your body at last knowing you look good.
they tell you its about controlling that one part of their hectic lives and its not. its about not being fat. honestly. controlling your weight, maybe thats the only tie control has to it, but nothing else.